Yes. Exams are near. And I planned to start revising this week all the way to exam week. This sunday I'm also gonna have my Arabic Language exam. walao. Nid to memo a lot.. nvm I'll just get it over with fast, and good.
I'm quite worried that I won't do well for this term's exam. I just have a bad feeling. I think I paid less attention in class this time as compared to last time. Furthermore, I sit just beside weiyen, the authistic(speeling correct) guy who is damn drama and noisy and the ppl behind me Yan qiang the loon and matt heng aka. prabu heng aka puver heng...keep on irritating weiyen. And I can't concentrate in class. I scared I missed sme important stuff u noe. Especially maths. My friends marcus didn't come to school 3 days bcos of stuff and I have to teach him personally in class. As a result , I missed out some stuff. But I think I can catch up if i read the a maths text or ask my friends. its only a part of trigonometry anyway. I shouldn't worry so much =) I'm also worried about my other subjects. For no reason i seem to worry. I guess life is full of uncertainty. zz..
SJAB training yesterday was really good. We had a reflective session with the juniors and presented a presentation to them about our goals and about team-bonding(which I worked on). I think with this training, things get clearer for them and I think they will be more convinced to come for SJAB trainings. Less pwners.
Yesterday also the entire sec3 cohort including me spectated the Gathering of Kindred spirits concert. It was really nice and damn fun. Some teachers performed on stage also. There were indian dance, hip-hop, piano, violin, singing, teachers singing, and band performances. Our HOL Mr Sirhan performed as a guitarist during the band performance. And his 2 small kids went up on stage. haha damn cute.
OK. I think the way to keep my confidence going is to continue studying hard for the exams. Well, if I studied hard and I don't do well, I won't feel that bad right?
haha. 1st official training my foot. Marcus KOH trained the entire SJAB including NCOs in foot drill for the entire training. wth. damn boring. I was chosen to inspect them. But it turned out boring and made me feel lazy. Furthermore I didn't eat lunch. =( Spent my cash on Mango juice which was not filling. My stomach kept grumbling. I feel damn sleepy and tired but also I feel like owning ppl in Grandchase.the kway teow my mum fried was satisfying man I love it.. aah
Not to mention todae was Racial Harmony Day. Ms Deborah looked pissed off when she saw me cos I didn't wear baju kurung. I would if it were ironed already. But later I wore the satay man costume cos my MCS set up a satay stall at the parade square. There also got the indian stall which sold prata, which my teacher said was crispy. Only 90cents per prata! Our satay was $3 for 5 sticks XD. But nevertheless, everything was sold out in 1hour+. hehe. I was actually the cashier guy. Later we watched Hotel Rwanda at the auditorium. I just can't understand why those Hutus can't make peace with the Tutsies. Damn irritating. I wonder why this multi ethnic conflict occurs in many places like Northern ireland, Sri Lanka and Rwanda. I just feel irritated with this people who just don't know how to negotiate. As a result, their country gets screwed up like hell. And poverty invades the country since nobody is brave enough to go to work and continue economic activities in the country. Investors will withdraw. There will be economic slowdown. And standard of living drops dramatically. The country will lose face in the world community.
NOOBS. Who don't know how to work hand in hand.
I now appreciate racial Harmony in Singapore. Yea. Singapore rox man!
fukai fukai mori no oku ni ima mo kittookizari ni shita kokoro kakushite'ru yo sagasu hodo no chikara mo naku tsukarehatetahitobito wa eien no yami ni kieru chisai mama nara kitto ima demo mieta ka na
* boku-tachi wa ikiru hodo ni nakushite'ku sukoshi zutsu itsuwari ya uso wo matoi tachisukumu koe mo naku
aoi aoi sora no iro mo kidzukanai mamasugite yuku mainichi ga kawatte yuku tsukurareta wakugumi wo koe ima wo ikitesabitsuita kokoro mata ugokidasu yo
toki no RIZUMU wo shireba mo ichido toberu darou boku-tachi wa samayoi nagaraikite yuku doko made moshinjite'ru hikari motomearukidasu kimi to ima
* Repeat boku-tachi wa samayoi nagaraikite yuku doko made mofurikaerumichi wo tozashiaruite'ku eien ni tachisukumu koe mo nakuikite yuku eien ni
English translation(analyse..):
I'm sure that the heart I left behindstill lies hidden in the heart of the deep, deep forest. Exhausted, without the strength to searchpeople vanish into the infinite darkness. If it's so small, I wonder if I can see it even now?
* As we live on, we lose a little bit more. Shrouded in falsehoods and lies, we stand frozen to the spot, unable to cry out
The days pass by and change,without us even realizing how blue the sky really is. Overcoming that made-up scheme, we live the present,and our rusted hearts begin to beat again!
If we can find the rhythm of time, we can fly once again We live our liveswandering to the ends of the earth.Believing (in you?), now I begin my journey with you,in search of the light.
* Repeat We live our liveswandering to the ends of the earth.Closing offthe way back,we walk on for eternity. We live our lives standing frozen to the spot,unable to cry out, for eternity...
yesterday was sji open house. I guess everything went okay. I left some Sec 3 to tend the booth and the juniors to be tour guides. End of story. Me? I kinda slacked off. lolz. other sec 3s also slacked. Nothing to do what. we took turns tending the booth. I had to reach there by 0730. It ended at 4pm =(( wth. things were freakin boring in the afternoon. very little families. so we played rugby. haha. nvm la once in awhile become nco.
We took a long tim before reaching the BBQ chalet. Long story. There I chionged my starmie all the way to lv100. 4 lvls. Then I fought with christopher. He used like 3 or 2 legendaries. zzz. And I managed to beat him.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
hehe
hey guess what. I dragged my sisters into GrandChaseSEA. They seem to love it , especially Nayli. LOL.
The AP was a huge success I would say. Quite few ppl fainted.lol. and the guest of honour's speech was not too long either. It was painful, my headache was concentrated on one spot on my forehead. >.< And I kept thinking there was a blood clot or a stroke or what .. haha
O yes. My post is R&P NCO. Me and Dion. Research and publicity. Quite stressful. Next week SJI open house need to manage. The BBQ need to write report. Next year got Sec 1 recruitment drive also... omg. And I need to manage the notice board, website...yea. thats about it. I think.
Ok back to GrandChaseSEA.
=)
Thursday, July 3, 2008
tired
Waah I just came back from AP(annual parade) rehearsal. We did 2 rounds leh quite tiring. Anyways I still have maths homework on circle equations (x-a)^2 + (y-b)^2 = r^2 And its a lot. I feel like taking a break. Waaah tomoro need to go to St. John HQ buy uniform parts, pay for badges.... i'm losing $$$!!! DAMMIT> When I just saved up so much.
I'm playing grandchase now. Damn fun ah. Its like mario but you can use dfferent types of attacks. And the graphics are good.
By the way: AP is this SATURDAY!!! And posting results are this FRIDAY!!! YEA!!
Anyways next Monday is Youth Day!! And also this Friday after the posting announcement I will shop for uniform parts at Beach Road with my SJab mates. Maybe have lunch around there..omg nice.
I can't get more excited than this. So the last AP rehearsal will be this Thursday:TMR. POP most likely will be next Friday.
