This is about dota. u noe i'm damn noob. waddya expect I just started and no one taught me how to play properly. I noe the basics but I don't noe the whole gameplay. I'm not 100% used to it. I tried playing with my friends which were better than me. They treated me like a fool instead. Scolding, cursing, saying things sarcastically. I'm pissed not with the game but with my ""friends"". I think the game has worsened our friendships. sad reality.

Matthew Chan:

He's good at dota. I played with him when I just started after I bought battlechest. What happened?? He scolded me here and there. kept on "zzz"ing. i was irritated. And I thought he would teach me how to play but then, he IGNORED me. Cos i was a total noob at that time. Ok i ignored the 1st time we played. Subsequently we played other games with other ppl. Again I sucked and he kept cursing me. Scolding. Instead of advising..saying things nicely. I don't really mind his vulgar language cos he uses it almost all the time. However when he scolds me.. thats when i get pissed. Till now. Just now I played a game with him and I used viper..and i was totally new to it. he kept scolding me when i didn't do what he says. In the end , he left the game. And i followed suit. when i play an ai game right after a normal match, he will whisper me-saiful get ur ass out of that ai game or get ur ass back here. he will keep bugging me. i just can't accept this behaviour of his. so rude and hot tempered. nvr care about my feelings.

Marcus:

Shockingly, he offended me also. I thought he was a nice guy and would teach me the dota stuff. He ended up scolding me instead. At first he warned me, "saiful ur asking for trouble-y u play pro game"..later-"wtf u play pro game?". I knew he was pissed with me. angry also. he kept scolding me throughout the game. halfway through he quitted-and what was his last phrase?-"noob potm(me)". z 1stly i played a pro game just to like get the hang of it and learn from others and that was what he TOLD me last time. i guess he couldn't tolerate my noobness. y can't he go easy on me? at least say nicely or smthng. i wouldn't have treated a newbie so badly.

Conclusion: I dono y these ppl just hate noobs like me. everyone started as noobs and slowly get better. me too. but i don get why they have to insult noobs that badly. I just feel like spamming the f word on this post now. freaking pissed. u noe whats my conclusion? I don feel like playing anymore until end of exams- so i'll study. Lets see how i treat them if i do better in the fye.

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Omg today was a great day man. I started the day with space invaders during PE. lol damn fun man weiyen was the crappiest laughing stock lah-he's damn noob haha. arul is another but thats becos he doesn't know how the game goes - and he was blur. he's my group's captain ah and we were like..waaah GG man.

Then there's the normal lessons..hah. After school, during sjab the was muster parade and awards were given out to the recipients. I was supposed to slack one corner cos I was fasting but it turned out I was one of the recipients!! Lasallian award sec3..Muhd Sai..blabla..Bin Jumar...wth. and yes I screwed up a bit. I marched and stopped too far from Mr lui. I saluted him and I took a big step before I held out my palms. i took the prize, shook hands, and took a step back. salute. march off..over in seconds. that was damn scary. and i rarely receive any prizes ah. so i felt kinda happy although i screwed up a bit..but other ppl screwed up worse than me so nvm..lol

Training was fun. The entire day was Foot Drills and I gave them foot drills as well as the other ncos. I did foot drills with my own squad. I felt I sense of belonging and commitment..lol.. i did it for fun actually. bored mah. and sometimes when i give long drills i will often slip my tongue..aiyo damn irritating. i guess i nid more practise.

I went home with Mr Lim and I felt shy when talking to him. We talked about the fasting month and all. I felt a bit awkward although i was open to him. I guess i nid to work on my social skills. I should talk more to ppl. lol. ok time to play dota. =)

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Aiyo the 1 week hols passed so freaking fast. I can't practice enuf dota.. and i still suck at it.. but its fun. lol.

Ramadan just started and of course I'll be fasting evryday for a month. fasting is chicken feat lah all my non muslim frens don worry about us(muslims)- just no food, no drinks, no vulgarities for thw whole day till evening only wat. I survived for 14years already lah..actually it isn't torture. U can just get ur minds off food and drinks and concentrate on doing something else like.. playing comp., watch tv, read book...play table-tennis..thats me(i don't watch tv or read books).

I'm telling u this cos Charan was kinda scared about the whole fasting idea. Well, its quite good. One thing is it will slim u down, tighten our bonds with God, control ur sex urge(for adults)..thats wat the book says, let ur stomach rest cos its an important organ..the best thing is that u get to feel how poor people feel. those at Somalia..starving to death. What we muslims are going through is just a small fraction of their suffering. =)

Anyway the biggest challenge of the year is FYE! god. I started edi=) since after the hols. so u see while i fast- i study and play=) easy rite...not to mention slim down. hopefully. i feel bloated now after breaking fast haha. at least i still go for pe during ramadan rite=>

Good luck to all Josephians for FYE!! Also, all Sec3 Singaporeans! onward s'pore!

Lame.

I sian wat.

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