NCOC..

Today was packed with lectures and some scolding-.- but the lectures are interesting and very informative thats why I like it a lot. But its juz that NCOC is held at beach road which is damn far from my house thats what makes it super troublesome thats why i feel reluctant to attend the course. U noe whats the most updated news in ncoc????? -> i'm nxt week's course ic(CIC). gg. no la.

Lets see my CIC duties.. which are demanding:
Partially command opening parade
Supervise the course
Partially conduct parades in between(only 1)
Stand in front and order the course to do things
Partially command closing parade
Not to mention collect present strength/full strength
Also, if unlucky, get shouted at by the DO or other officers>.< ow. pain.


yes its demanding but i'll try. This may save SJI's face. The SJI junior squad Leo was literally screwed by Wai Chong(sry if wrong spelling) like right after the course. Many officers complained about them, mostly about disciplinary probs. sigh. I kinda feel guilty cos i'm their oic.zz. should've been stricter with them. -.- And Wai Chong said the NCOs will get it from him if they misbehave again. so much for being seniors-.- and there were only like 5 NCOs in the course cos many ppl went overseas aawww. and like 5 ponned-.- how boring. 5 sji ncos for altc.zz

I must polish my boots nxt week and amend it veryvery soon cos the left shoe sole is screwed!!AND I'M CONDUCTING THE BLOODY PARADE(partially). so many what ifs. so many negative thoughts. sianz. but whats life without a challenge?? I accept. the CIC challenge. I think i'll practice at home on my own.lol.

btw for those non-sjab ppl reading my blog. U have no idea how scary it is to be assigned CIC. OK? To be screamed at by officers - especially the lady officers. O ya. Wai Chong is probably gonna like pump NCOs like ard 700++++ if leo screws up again. which is impossible for me to complete. its torture.

just when i thought sec4 is less pain but more stress.


So thats what brought me down today.

What brought me up??

Well, my family had a feast to celebrate my bday just now. I feel super bloated.lolz.damn nice.
Wanna noe what i ordered??

1 big plate of seafood fries rice(to be shared among family members duh)
1 plate of Lala - shellfish lol
Satay
1 plate of fried baby squid
1 plate of fried chicken wings
1 plate of cereal butter prawns=) rox
1 hotplate
i had 2 drinks =) F&N grape and Soursop which i didnt finish=)
lol i feel quite shy. my parents were serving me food>.< very rare.

O ya when i entered the restaurant - there was this stupid mat who stared at me. I was like - wat the heck is ur prob? zz. don like ppl who wear specs or wat? zz. loser. u noe why i'm angry? He stared as if he was gonna pick a fight. i came for a feast and u're looking for a fight? don like my face izit? i accept ur image as a mat. too bad u dont accept mine.

I'm not saying all mats are losers ok. only this guy.

So yes, my BIGGEST worry now is my CIC post next week. Bradley was like "u so sway" and my junior was like "have fun".

My reaction towards the assignment? Shocked. Scared.Worried.But confident. Hopefully I wont screw up. and hopefully the maam will guide me and help me a bit. god willing. i need god's help. sry if i exaggerate. but its scary ok? haha.

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