I recently realized that i havent been going according to my study plan...I'm neglecting it. GOD. I no mood to study. But thats a really dumb reason. Its because i'm distracted ..because of the comp...DotA. Yes. I'm kinda hooked. I'm supposed to study every week end but I spend my weekend playing comp instead. The dota urge comes on friday night and ends on sunday night. crap. am i addicted? but i'm so noob. nothing enjoyable about dota nowadays..at garena we kept losing. i think its my fault.lol.


Ok. I really am gonna start my daily revision this coming week, No more buts. And I'm gonna buy myself a new razer lycosa mirror gaming keyboard and mamba gaming mouse. They really look cool. And I cant wait to get my hands on them....ooooohh. But theyre damn expensive. Hopefully my mum wont scream at me. its on my wishlist anyway and my dad gave me enuf to purchase them. so. no worries? lol. K. I noe my gaming life will get more exciting. BUT - studies must come first. therefore, i will not neglect my studies from this week onwards. I'm starting to feel guilty and bad about not following the study plan you noe. i'm doubting my academic potential. seriously, last time i used to be so enthu is solving maths(actually even now) but now i can't initiate maths revision cos of dota - but i noe if i initiate it i will get hooked=) so. might as well just intiate. for my sciences? i havent read up mush yet. only a bit. my elective no nid to say. i havent start. lit is going well..WOOOOOOHOOOO. To kill a mockingbird rocks!! i realise when i read its like i'm watching a movie. LOL.


Ok time for dota.=)