Yes. Exams are near. And I planned to start revising this week all the way to exam week. This sunday I'm also gonna have my Arabic Language exam. walao. Nid to memo a lot.. nvm I'll just get it over with fast, and good.
I'm quite worried that I won't do well for this term's exam. I just have a bad feeling. I think I paid less attention in class this time as compared to last time. Furthermore, I sit just beside weiyen, the authistic(speeling correct) guy who is damn drama and noisy and the ppl behind me Yan qiang the loon and matt heng aka. prabu heng aka puver heng...keep on irritating weiyen. And I can't concentrate in class. I scared I missed sme important stuff u noe. Especially maths. My friends marcus didn't come to school 3 days bcos of stuff and I have to teach him personally in class. As a result , I missed out some stuff. But I think I can catch up if i read the a maths text or ask my friends. its only a part of trigonometry anyway. I shouldn't worry so much =) I'm also worried about my other subjects. For no reason i seem to worry. I guess life is full of uncertainty. zz..
SJAB training yesterday was really good. We had a reflective session with the juniors and presented a presentation to them about our goals and about team-bonding(which I worked on). I think with this training, things get clearer for them and I think they will be more convinced to come for SJAB trainings. Less pwners.
Yesterday also the entire sec3 cohort including me spectated the Gathering of Kindred spirits concert. It was really nice and damn fun. Some teachers performed on stage also. There were indian dance, hip-hop, piano, violin, singing, teachers singing, and band performances. Our HOL Mr Sirhan performed as a guitarist during the band performance. And his 2 small kids went up on stage. haha damn cute.
OK. I think the way to keep my confidence going is to continue studying hard for the exams. Well, if I studied hard and I don't do well, I won't feel that bad right?
But I'm not saying I will screw up u noe.
=)
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